Does anybody else get horny when they drink? One beer and my inner slut goes crazy. I am not a lightweight, I can hold my own, but one drink and it’s like I need sex. I know, I know, need is a strong word. No, I won’t actually die or be harmed if I don’t get it, but it feels like it at the time. By drink two, you may want to be prepared for me to climb on your lap. I found this out when I was with that one serious relationship, lets call him B. So, one-time B and I decided to get together with his friends and have some drinks. Of course, this was before it was all legal, shhh don’t tell my mother. Anyways, B had this space above his dad’s garage that we converted to a little makeshift apartment. It was not sweet, and it was not romantic, but back then? It was the best place we could manage. As the night was winding down, three of us went upstairs into this space to hang out without everyone else. I was past the point of horny and did not care who was watching, I just wanted him.
Somewhere between me climbing onto his lap and my dress coming off, his friend and him made it clear that whatever happened was fine. His friend, T, helped pull my dress off. I probably should regret this, but I did not think twice when I kissed T while sitting on my boyfriend’s lap. I really did not regret it when B kept things going. Who knew making out with somebody else could be so hot? Grinding on your boyfriend with your tongue down a friend’s throat… that was an amazing feeling. All I wanted in that moment was both of them, together. But, if things had gone according to my want’s the title wouldn’t include “almost”. Probably for the best, things got interrupted when people downstairs wanted to know what was happening upstairs. We never talked about what happened, but I always wondered what it would be like.
Years later I took matters into my own hands, literally. I bought my first dildo and my first vibrator. Best. Decision. Ever. Let me just tell you that whenever your finger stops doing the trick, a trusty dildo does the trick. If you’ve read my earlier post, you know that I love porn. One of my most watched categories is double penetration. The trust she must have for them to take it at a pace that she can handle. How worshipped she must feel to have two men please all of her needs. I know it’s not the same thing, but having my vibrator and my dildo both stretching me? That full feeling I get. It leads to the best self-made orgasms I’ve ever had. I mean it took weeks of slowly handling anal before I could do it, let alone enjoy it. Now I am just waiting to find someone willing to try the real thing. To have him fucking me with a dildo in my ass? Or vice versa? I would probably melt if it was two guys. To suck one while the other fucks me, I’m speechless and it hasn’t ever happened.
To take a step back, I just want to say thank you for those who actually read these. Feel free to message me if you’ve had similar experiences or to just comment on mine without it being public. This blog started because I want to share my story, even if it is an average one. I’m thinking of doing a new post but am struggling to decide what to write about. What do you think? Fantasy’s about my college professor, my experience of sexting with the hot stranger, or my first public squirting orgasm in a movie theater? Comment or message me your votes.